Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Supreme Student Government


 
I was logging on my Facebook last Saturday when I saw in my notifications that I was tagged on 2 statuses and on 1 picture. I first visited the status of my friends which I was tagged on and they were saying congratulations, I wasn't the only one tagged there, there were many people tagged on it and of course I know those people. At first I was curious, why are they congratulating us? Did we won the lottery or something? But then I clicked the photo where I was tagged on and I was shocked because it says there: "2013 Supreme Student Government Officers Election OFFICIAL RESULTS" I was like seriously?! My name is there. It only means that I won! YEHEEEEEEEY! See the 4th number under the FOURTH YEAR SENATORS? That's me. I was very shocked because I thought the results would be on Wednesday since Monday and Tuesday (which is today) are a holiday. Although I didn't get the highest votes for the fourth year senators atleast I won. I immediately ran to my aunt and told her about the news and she was happy for me. HAHAHA. She told me last last week that if I won't win then I will not run anymore, I told her that this is the last time I'm gonna run because I'm turning 4th year, 4th year students cannot run. This election of SSG is for the next school year. WEEEEEEEEE, I'm really happy! Sorry for overreacting but I am really happy. The last time I ran, I think that was when I was still in 1st year, I didn't won. Atleast now, all my efforts were worth it. :) 

The name of our party is PARTY. Confused? HAHAHA. I don't know why our president named our party, PARTY. HAHAHA. Political Alliance of Responsible and Tolerant Youth. Meaningful? Yeah, I know! :)p I'm glad to know that from the president down to our 4th year senators we won, oh except for the 2 positions. See that 2 boys under my name? They belong to the other party which goes by the name GANGNAM. During the campaigning period (room to room), the present SSG officers roamed around and had a survey. The survey seemed very disappointing because most of the students liked the GANGNAM Party and they even commented that the way we are campaigning is boring but then we didn't lose hope. We did a lot of things just to make the students happy. It turned out well though Marvin was the only one who made the whole campaign fun. Atleast it became fun right? Hihi. 

Then election came, wooooooo! I am very nervous even before the election began because I was having negative thoughts, what if I won't win? TT After the election, my classmates asked an update from the SSG officers about the results then they told us that my classmate was leading and my name wasn't there. Awwww. I wen't home having a bad heart. Then there I lose my hope in winning. I keep on thinking that I won't win because it is really obvious by what the SSG officers said. :(

Then this result came! I am the happiest girl in the world. I felt that I was on top of the world. Yieeeee. Exaggerated eh? Sorry! 

Okay, why do I want to become a part of the SSG? Well, I really want to make our school a better one. I didn't ran just for the fame or position, what makes you think that huh? Maybe it's other people's purpose but me? No. Even before the election came, I written all my proposals for the platforms of our party. I didn't show it to our president because we weren't a sure win after all but now that we won, I'll be honored to propose some of my opinions and ideas in making the school beautiful and better. Starting from the comfort rooms to the parks, kiosks and even classrooms. Honestly speaking, I don't like our school. I study in a public school but I don't blame my parents for that because it's my decision to study in this kind of school and knowing that I am now given the chance to be part of the mother organization of the school which is the SSG, I feel I have the right to speak out my thoughts on how to solve some problems in our school and I also have the right to do things for the school. When I was just a normal student, I can't even voice out what is in my mind because I know no one would listen to me. Being an SSG officer is not normal, but it's not abnormal okay?! XD HAHA. It's like having a high position and a big responsibility in the school. Being an SSG officer is not that easy because I can see all the hardwork that the current officers are doing. They even go home late just to finish some things and they don't even have enough time to sleep. See? 

Being an SSG officer is indeed an honor and I am glad that I am given the chance to be. Weeee, excited for the next school year! :)

Monday, February 25, 2013

Bothered

Have you ever been torn between two lovers? Charot! HAHA, hindi ko alam kung yun ba ang tawag sa situation ko ngayon, pero kasi I just had 2 confessions from 2 different guys (of course, 2 nga diba) yesterday. Then I dumped them both and now I feel guilty as hell! Ugh >< Masisisi nyo ba ako? E sa ayokong paasahin sila e. Well, I liked both of them naman e. Yup, LIKED. PAST TENSE. Meaning nagustuhan ko sila at ngayon wala na. That was just a simple crush that any moment the feeling would fade away kaya nga hindi ako nagbibigay motibo na mas mafall sila sa akin. Friendly talaga ako, I know that chos! Pero I never thought na yung pagiging friendly ko magkocause na mahalin nila ako! Geez. Ikaw ba naman, mag confess sila sayo in the same day na MAHAL ka na daw nila. I was whaaaaaaat? Hindi pa nga kame nagkakaroon ng bonding moments o yung ''getting to know you'' stage e mahal na nila ako? And that I don't believe. Tsk tsk. Kaya nga I turned them down para walang gulo. Yung isa sabi niya mahal na niya ako dati pa at alam niyang totoo yun at seryoso siya kasi yun ang nararamdaman niya! No no no! How could you love someone when you don't even had the chance to be with him/her? Tell me! Love nga naman ngayon kaya ayan, madaming nasasaktan. I was hurt many times kaya I'm very careful ngayon. Kaya nga kung magboboyfriend ako e sisiguraduhin kong kame na talaga. Tsss, kaya ang sabi ko sa kanya hanggang friendship na lang talaga ang kaya kong ibigay sa kanya. Yung isa naman, nainlove daw siya sa akin kasi simple daw talaga ako at walang arte sa katawan. Wooow, flattered ako. ^^ Pero kahit naflaflattered ako, kailangan ko paring maging diretso sa kanya at sabihing friends na lang talaga besides hindi pa namin kilala ang isa't isa. Buti nga yung friends atleast nagtatagal at masasabi mong pang forever kasi walang break break diba? Buti naman at pumayag sila, kaya ngayon hindi muna ako nagpapahalatang online ako sa facebook baka mamaya, ichachat na naman nila ako. Ang kulit lang kasi, yun yung kinaiinisan ko pwera na lang kung crush ko talaga sila e okay lang. Hihihi. Ikaw ba, kung kukulitin ka ng crush mo maiinis ka? Kung oo, sasabunutan kita! HAHA.

Anyways, I know what I did is right, naging straight-forward ako. Para sa kanila naman yun e, masasaktan nga sila pero kung patatagalin ko pa, mas masasaktan sila. When you love, masasaktan ka naman talaga diba? Pain and hurt is part of loving. Kaya kung ako sayo wag ka na magmahal, joke! Lahat tayo nagmamahal kung sabihin mong hindi, liar ka! :)p Amp naman, kahit na naging diretso ako, there's still guilt inside e. Ikain ko na lang kaya to? :) buh bye!

Candied feelings

So why candied feelings? Bakit eto yung pinili kong url? url ba or username? Basta yun. Actually, accidentally lang yung pagtype ko nito e saktong available pala edi eto na yung pinili kong username. Yung mga pinili ko kasing username, ayun taken na. Tsk tsk.

Ano nga ba yung candied feelings? Sa pagkakaintindi ko kasi 'candied' so it means sweet right? And obviously feelings refers to the emotions in our heart, yung nararamdaman natin towards someone or something that's probably the best description for feelings, so 'sweet feelings' ang meaning? or yung feelings e nasa  loob ng candy na kung kakainin mo mararamdaman mo, haha wait, I'm really taking this literally. HAHAHA. Candied feelings = sweet feelings :) Kanina ko lang nalaman yung meaning nito. The sweetness of feelings. Yung feelings na we feel like: uneasiness, butterflies in the stomach, blushing and the likes. When do we experience these? When we're in love. Yes, those are the feelings we feel. Sweet indeed. Plus mahilig ako sa mga sweets e kaya yun ang username ko! mehe! :)

So there goes the history of my username *winks

Hello newbie! :)

Hooo! It feels good being new in this blogging site though I've been blogging for 3 years. :) I was planning a week a go that I'll make an account here since I saw my sister (my cousin but I just treat her as sister since I don't have one) blogging in this site. I was interested so sinubukan ko and besides medyo nagsawa na ako dun sa dati kong blog dun sa site na I-won't-name and now I think it's time for a change. First of all, this blog is a taglish blog. HAHA ofcourse, baka kasi maubusan na ako ng english e. As what I've typed above, I've been blogging for 3 years already and therefore I conclude, it's already my hobby. I blog to express not to impress. Blogging for me is a way of expressing my thoughts online. My blog sites serves as my online diary. Mas nakakapagod kasi kung magsusulat ako sa papel, so magtatype na lang ako diba? Kasi I'm used to it na, parati na akong nagtatype so hindi ako napapagod pwera na lang kung nobela na yung tinatype ko. Sino bang hindi mapapagod? Hehe anyways, I'm already excited to blog! Pero first, I should learn more about this site. HAHA kasi kanina I was customizing my profile then my brain went "what the fq is this and that?" I already lost my html powers years ago. I am not good at this anymore. Tsssk. Pero hindi dapat ako manghinayang, and besides it's my fault. I've been inactive that was when I was grounded. Damn. I don't want that to happen again so I'm behaving now. Hihi *u* I'll end my first post here, I still need to familiarize things in this site! buh bye! :)